Where do you draw the line...of making yourself happy and pleasing others. I'm at the point in my life, and i am fully aware of this, that the decisions i make will shape my future. I'm tired of having to please people, and making decisions so that i don't hurt certain people's feelings. Do people seriously expect me to make myself unhappy so that they can be happy? and things can go back to "normal".
My feelings are hurt too. And i know that i have hurt feelings...and for that i'm sorry. I truly am.
I want people to be happy for me...this is supposed to be a happy time in my life. And i am so THANKFUL for my friends and family who are standing beside me. And for the ones who dont, or dont understand...well you dont have to answer for what you think are the mistakes im making in my life. Things could be back to normal, i'm not stopping that...but people have to let go.
i am marrying the love of my life. and i cant wait. im beyond happy...he's been my rock through all of this. he has stood beside me and supported me. and i cant wait to spend the rest of my life with him.
My wish is that one day, everyone who ever doubted me will realize that i'm okay now and i will be in the future. I'm not a kid, i know the decision i am making and the impact that these decisions will have on the rest of my life. I hope one day they will accept me AND travis for who we are. and realize that no matter how hard you try you can't force someone to be who you want them to be.
But looking over this ENTIRE situation, who's showing the love of Christ? Who's loving like Christ despite the problems and issues that they think they see? I think EVERYONE needs to think about that....
