everything happens for a reason?

You know that line that everyone always gives you when something doesn't go as you would have liked, "every thing happens for a reason" or "whats meant to be will always find a way". Well, although i would never give that advice because to be honest i just really hate those words, sounds cliche, i'm gonna live by that for a while. I feel like lately, my life will be going really good, and i'll be really happy, and then BAM hello bad week/month, things pile up and bad thing after bad thing happens. Why this is happening, i have no clue, and its getting really old. But i know that everything happens for a reason, because well it just does. So in a few months when i look back everything will make perfect sense, and until then i'm just gonna take it one day at a time.

Another thing, i am staying as far away from guys as i possibly can, i am through with that department in my life for a while, it tends to only end in disappointment. haa. I will find a guy who appreciates me for who i am, and isnt concerned about what i'm not. And i'm pretty sure i will not be finding that in Keystone unfortunetly. It really hurts my feelings that people just dont take me for who i am, they want me to be something else. I want someone who likes me for who i am completely, and wouldn't change the way i see things for anything. Wishful thinking? I really hope not...


and on a totally different note: i have pink hair, and i want more pink hair.